If I had it my way...

Sometimes I forget about the stress of putting on nights and how under-appreciated you feel. No one gives a fuck about anyone but themselves in London. So it's the last Decasia. Does anyone apart from me actually give a flying fuck?!

If I had it my way, I would be doing this...again and again and again....



My new love was too profound for me to truly understand aged 11-16 when I used to learn but now all I want to do is play piano.

My parents bought me a piano for Christmas and it is seriously making me consider moving back home so I can play it again and again and forget about this stupid place and these stupid things.....

Today

Séance

Ghosts walk on through the night
Feel their shudders in my cries
They don't lie on a bed of nails
They've seen just how I've failed

I won't die for you
I won't fight for you
I have seen there's nothing left
All I can do is hurt myself

Spirits talk to me through time
They try and convince me that you're mine
Send this séance out to you
I have everything to lose

I won't fight for you
I won't die for you
I have seen there's nothing left
All I can do is hurt myself

Cut myself
Burn myself
Hate myself
Sell myself
Stab myself
Save myself

Séance

Summation of the past, exploration of the future

Rest In Peace, Harry Diamond

You helped make my Christmas one of the best ever last year. I will never forget that.
xxx

Fallen

Where/why/what is happening with the John Waters Christmas album??

I want to hear it!

In the meantime...some favourite Xmas hits:
1. Theoretical Girl-Holy Night
2. The Raveonettes-Christmas Song
3. David Bowie and Bing Crosby-Little Drummer Boy
4. Bright Eyes-Blue Christmas
5. Wings-Mull of Kintyre

Get rid

Of you and the sickness your person gives me
I had to delete myself to cure myself
I hope when I am gone I will haunt you as much as you have teased me
10 years is nothing compared to infinity
Be seeing you now